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[05 Jul 2005|08:34pm] |
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[29 Jun 2005|07:06pm] |
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oh my gosh...i don't feel good!!!! arggg...no more taco bell ever...ughhh i feel the need to vomit...but hopefully it will subside...anyways...today has been a crappy day...everyone and everything is upsetting me...or irritating me...my parents won't stop pestering me...and it is really getting on my nerves like you wouldn't believe...i just want them to back the f off!!! they are like you need to find another job because this one isn't cutting it...wtf...whatever...so i guess i have until the end of next week to find another one...dammit! i've been on the verge of tears all day...okay i'm done complaining...
...went driving the other night with michelle, steve and shaun...didn't last too long because everyone seemed to be really tired...i know i was...so yeah...it was still fun of course but it was just like everyone was out of it...it's all good though...i really LOVE our long drives...they make me feel so happy because i just love being around them...they honestly are my favorite people!
...yesterday michelle, paige, paige's friend jessica and i went to birch run...that was a good time...except there was a flipping down pour and we got soaked...as michelle said...it looked like we had just taken a shower in our clothes...and it was all muggy and we were wet and it wasn't a pleasant feeling...but it was funny nonetheless...got some great deals...laughed at the funny underwear...like seriously who would buy the ones that say "open 24 hours" how whorish...hahahahaha...michelle and i had some good laughs looking through all of them...oh gosh on the way home there was this metal thing in the road and i was like okay it looks like a box so i'll just drive over it...umm yeah it most definitly was not box...it made a loud noise and scared all of us just about to death...it was so freaky...got lost on the way home...but that was to be expected seeing as whenever michelle and i go anywhere we somehow always seem to get lost...hahahaha it's always funny though! oh man...when we got back home michelle and i went to the video store to rent a movie and we decided that it would be a good time to go in the "adult" section...hahahahaha...wow that was hillarious...and then we get out and i go up to the desk to ask if they have a movie...and i see that there is a camera back there where we just were and like anyone can see it...it was too funny...the hot guy at the counter probably thought we were weirdos...but it was funny! we ended up watching 'last house on the left' and yeah that was still disturbing...and i don't think michelle enjoyed it too much...but it's okay i don't blame her...took her home around 3ish...it was a good night...as always fun/funny times with michelle! :O)
...might be going to the detroit fireworks tonight with of course the grandest people everrr...but i'm not for sure if we are...if not it's all good...
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[27 Jun 2005|08:15pm] |
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i <3 the summer
the past couple days have been great! friday night i helped michelle and shaun bake stuff for her graduation party...i love her dog toby...he is adorable and wouldn't stop licking me...but it was cute and he kept leaning on me...hahahaha...stayed there for a little bit...saw her dvd thing her aunt made for her...that was pretty awesome...it was a fabulous idea! even though my name is "amy" in it...lol it's all good...it makes me laugh...
saturday went to laurens party for a little bit then went on over to my cousin matts party...surprisingly i didn't eat anything at either party because i just wasn't in an eating mood...and everytime i tried to eat something i felt like i was going to puke so i decided to just not eat and i felt fine...after that i went over to michelles party...which was flipping sweet!!!! seriously soooo much fun! jousted a bunch of times...got hit in the face so now i have a scab on my nose that looks like a freakish birth mark...oh well...and guess what?! i beat michelle in our "duels"!!!! well maybe she won like one...hahahaha i don't know but it was a whole lot of fun...and so was jumping on the moon walk...one suggestion...do not spin around a lot, it only causes problems...after i did that i felt like i was going to vomit for the rest of the night...and it got worse when we drank the mike's berry stuff, after everyone left...it was good and tasted like a popsicle but i couldn't drink like any of it because it made me feel wayyy worse...after just helped pick up the bottles and cans and then i left at like 3ish because i was seriously going to throw up...thankfully i didn't...
then on sunday i went to work for three hours...a bit pointless...then bought the new starting line cd...and my discount really didn't do much because it was already on sale...whatever...then after that made my way over to ashleys party for a bit...ate some good food and just sat around for a little while...then i had to leave because i was going to the fireworks with michelle, steve and shaun...that was fun of course! we wandered around the spree for a couple minutes and then just went and sat in the grass and awaited the fireworks...that was fun just sitting there...took some pictures and got made fun of because my scab on my face looks like a bug i guess...hahahaha thanks guys! i really enjoyed just laying there looking up at the sky...it was fabulous! then the fireworks started at like 10:30...and after that we were walking and we see a puking girl and shaun says hey that looks like your sister, amber...and i'm like hey it kind of does...and then continued to walk...only to find out today that it was in fact my sister vomiting...wow i found that quite weird..i mean what were the odds that i would have even seen here there?! hahahaha!! okay anyways we waited for the shuttle...then couldn't find michelle's car but eventually did...and then we drove around in steves truck for like an hour and then he had to leave at one so michelle, shaun and i went to my house and took my car and went to meijers and got food and candy and stuff and drove around some creepy roads...let me tell you they were freaky!!!! and just talked about a bunch of really odd stuff...but it was great fun...we have decided that we are all going to go camping...oh man that would be SOOOO much FUN!!!!!! got home at around 3:30-4 i dont' really recall but i was very tired but couldn't sleep for some reason and kept waking up like every three hours...so yeah i woke up at 2 today and i Hate sleeping late! but oh well...
...another driving adventure tonight with my favorite people everrr!!! heck yesss!
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[24 Jun 2005|01:01am] |
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The Starting Line- 'Make Yourself At Home' |
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i feel like such an ass for leaving babies r us when i was making 7.35
$ (pathetic i know...) but why i went from that back to 7$ just to go
to media play is beyond me...i am such a fool and i really don't enjoy
working at media play...not my cup of tea...it's just a really weird
place and i hate not knowing anyone that i work with...and i miss the
people i used to work with...ughh i'm already back on the job hunt one
day into my new job...really odd?? yes i know it is...but i just don't
feel comfortable working there...oh well live and learn...
...i was pretty angry about that for most of the day...but it got
better...i went to see michelles dance recital...and i really enjoyed
it...her pointe one was my favorite...it was just so cool to see them
all on their toes and stuff...even though she thinks she messed up...i
still really loved that one! and her other ones were really cool as
well! good job, michelle!!!
...after that we went to baskin robins and i got some nasty stuff that
i would not reccommend...and then michelle and shaun came over to my
house for a bit...and we just sat around and played n64...heck
yesss...well michelle attempted to play...hahahaha she tried and thats
all that matters! and yeah just laughed a whole hell of a lot at
pictures of shauns mom and took some REALLY fun pictures of
michelle...hahahaha...oh man, michelle, there is no such thing as a
game called "mr. boob tube"!!!! and i will stand by that!! hahahaha
that was wayyy too funny! then shaun decided to be difficult so they
left a couple minutes ago...oh well...it was a good time...i miss
hanging out with them all the time...it's always soooo much fun! :O)
so the other day i hung out with jeremy...that was a good time...went
to wendys and then wandered around the spree for a bit...but sadly
didn't ride any rides...hopefully i can go back before it closes
down...then we sat around my house for a bit and he watched the country
channel...hahahaha it was amusing...and then saw "mr. and mrs. smith"
which i surprisingly enjoyed...it was quite funny...yeah after that we
just came back to my house and watched tv and sat outside and talked
for a while...it was good and i enjoyed it...we definitly need to hang
out again!
...my familia comes home tomorrow...and to be honest i'm kind of happy
because i really do miss them...so it's a good thing! alright well i'm
done...kinda tired and i really really really really do not want to go
to work tomorrow thankfully it's only 11-3...ughhhh.................................
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[18 Jun 2005|07:38pm] |
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laura has graced me with her presance today! it was a grand day...we went to the mall and i bought the 'reality bites' soundtrack for like 5$...i must find that movie!! and i bought a couple shirts from american eagle and a really good smelling spray...it was fabulous! then came back to my home and danced crazily to that 'milkshake' song...i looked like a freaking fool...ohhh yes and danced to some wonderful spice girls music...well i wouldn't call it dance, i'd call it spazzing out and just jumping around like a freakshow...laura got it on film...oh man it was soooo much fuN!
...rick, guess what?!? i am a fan of MSI now...and i cannot help it...hahahaha...okay just wanted to share that with you!
ughh i ate so much today...but it was great food!!! umm yeah gonna go watch the rest of this inferno II marathon and then hopefully going to watch some more 'my so-called life' episodes...so have a great rest of the day everyone! :O)
Greatest Convo of the day:::
Me: that guy has a big forehead.
Laura: you have a big forehead.
Me: you are a big forehead!
Laura: you're face is a big forehead!
Me: you're whole body is a big forehead!!
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[18 Jun 2005|01:32am] |
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the past couple days have been going great! seriously!!!
yesterday:::
--i hung out with a certain someone...and i won't say his name but i'm
sure some of you know who he is...or will know when i type this because
i cannot say his name...i know i know...i'm stupid for doing that but
hey ya know what i missed him...as a friend...and i had a great
time...we played putt-putt on the golf course he works at....even
though it wasn't on a putt-putt coarse...it was a really nice night out
even though we got soaked when it started to rain...talked for a
bit...and i'm glad i did hang out with him because he is really
cool...i don't care what he did to me in the past, i've learned to
forgive and forget...so call me stupid but i'm glad i did it!
--my parents left for a week...i enjoy when i get time alone in the
house...yes i will miss them...i do already...hahahaha... i know thats
dumb but what can i say i love my family!
--quit my job...good and bad event...
today:::
--got things
straightened out with michelle...we are good and i'm glad she doesn't
hate me as i previously thought...so i'm happy about that!!!
--'my so-called life' FINALLY came in the mail today...i couldn't have
been happier...i started yelling because of excitment and kuma danced
around because she got excited for some reason...hahahaha....
--found out laura is coming over for saturday, sunday and part of
monday!...i'm so excited...i missed her sooooo much! and i had a
looooong conversation on the phone with her just making fun of numerous
family members...it was all in good fun though...
--had a movie day with rick! saw a really disturbing movie 'last house
on the left' and i mean i got greatly disturbed by that movie and it
takes a lot to disturb me...yet i liked it...i'm messed up...but i
highly suggest you do not view this movie unless you know what you're
getting yourself into...it was just whoa! also say 'girl next
door'...wayyy too much nudity...but it was a good movie...and ashley
you're correct it is like some of the wonderous 80's movies!!!
...i'd say the past couple of days have been great...and that is surprising...it's about time!
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[16 Jun 2005|07:46pm] |
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i am officially done with babies r us!!!! i will miss most of the people there so that is a reason why i'm a bit not so happy about leaving but oh well i couldn't deal with the place and a few of the people...it's for the best! so, now i work at media play...HECK YESSS...i start next week and i cannot wait! it really is a huge relief to not have to worry about going there anymore...:O)
soo...rick and i are doing a movie night thing tomorrow...it shall be fun...and we are going to make some HOMEMADE SURGE!!!! i cannot wait...oh how i've missed the sweet sweet taste of surge...though i doubt it'll taste exactly like it, it'll still be good i'm sure! the movie list consists of: "the girl next door", "ghost world", "the jacket" and "last house on the left"...it shall be a good time...i'm not sure about the "last house on the left" i heard it was a disturbingly gross movie...but we'll see...
...okay i am getting angry..."my so-called life" has not come yet!! what is the deal! i want to watch it sooo very badly...*sigh* oh well...it'll come soon hopefully...
OH GOODNESS...LAURA MIGHT BE COMING OVER NEXT WEEK!!!! i cannot wait and i really hope she does because i miss her soooo much!!!!!!!!!!
"The whole world, myself included, seem to have one
thing in common: We're just a crowd of people who
don't really fit in anywhere attempting to convince
one another that we do."--said by the wonderful andrew mcmahon!
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[15 Jun 2005|01:02pm] |
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okay, with this whole cedar point thing...i have my reasons as to why i'm not going...so all i have to say about the matter for the time being is i'm sorry michelle...i don't blame you for being pissed and probably hating me...i just did a lot of thinking recently and came to the conclusion that it isn't for me...
...moving on...i hung out with rick last night when he got off work. that was fun...watched "malevolance"...it was not such a good movie...though i did jump at multiple parts...it just seemed to really have no point...i figured out a way to be a smart killer, and i would NOT get caught...but i think i freaked him out because i was being a tad morbid with my explanations but it's all good! we also talked about old nickelodeon shows that should most definitly still be on air but sadly are not...that was a good time. got home at about 3ish and couldn't sleep because i wasn't feeling too good seeing as i ate a bag of hot cheetos and a coke slurpee...but boy was it good at the time!
...i hadn't hung out with rick in quite some time so it was good to do that again...and to everyone else who i have not seen in quite some time, we really need to hang out because i miss you all!!
"my so-called life" needs to come like today...i cannot stand the wait any longer!!!! i think i might go buy some cds today...that should be fun!
***the world falls apart in just seven days. it sinks to the bottom in oceans of rain. the cure is so clear, the blood is astray. and everyone dies, except for the rain...and i think i'm starting to scare myself...***
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[13 Jun 2005|01:49pm] |
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i got my new phone a couple days ago...it's blue and it is wonderful!
sadly i miss my other phone...it was a good friend...hahaha...but i
lost ALL my numbers and all the fun pictures that were on it...that was
a bit upsetting...but oh well...things with my dad are alright...i'm
still very pissed off at him, but i've made it so i'm at least pleasant
around him because i don't want to be a horrible person...whatever...
"MY SO-CALLED LIFE" IS COMING ANY DAY NOW!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!! :O)
...i'm supposed to be hanging out with rick today...not sure what we're
going to do but it should be fun...haven't seen him in a couple weeks...
(new fall out boy cd is really good...thanks to paige's friend jessica
who let her burn it and therefore i burnt it as well! :O) )
INFERNO II TONIGHT!!!!...okay i have nothing else really to say at this moment...good day to you all!
---i'm two quarters and a heart down.
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds. these words are all i
have so i write them...i need them just to get by---
(^^^sooo addicted to this song^^^)
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[09 Jun 2005|06:36pm] |
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it appears my dad is no better than my uncle...i hate you and i cannot believe i am your damn daughter...
oh yeah my phone is destroyed because that prick decided to throw it against a fucking wall...so if you need me just call my house i guess...even though i'm told i cannot live here anymore...i don't give a shit i hate him and i don't want to anyways...thanks "dad" i get to go spend more money on a phone you broke into a bunch of little pieces...it's greatly appreciated...(end major sarcasm)
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...the whole day wasn't a piece of shit though...i did have a good time with michelle during the earlier part of the day when we did a garage sale thing at her dads...that was a good time...laughed a lot, sat around outside...even though it was 90 degrees and i was wearing pants and should have been wearing shorts. oh yes we figured out we are going to go on wednesday to cedar point and talk to some people! that is a must! but yeah i just wanted to add that the whole day wasn't bad thanks to michelle...it was just the later part that sucked major ass...but whatever i'm done with my dad, he is a major jerk...but what can ya do?!
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[06 Jun 2005|03:50pm] |
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i'm so happy! i actually found the "my so-called life" box set on dvd (almost brand new) for only 45.50$...i cannot believe it!!! and guess what?!?! i bought it!!! HECK YESSS!!!!! other than that i felt really sick today...i had a headache, though it was a minor one it was one of those ones that just hurts really bad but it doesn't unless you move...if that makes sense...and i felt like i was going to throw up for most of the morning...but i'm okay know i think it was just because of a lack of caffeine today...unfortunatly i have to work tonight but hopefully it won't be too bad because michelle will be there and i hope she brings the pictures so i can finally see them! but i know tomorrow will not be a fun day at work because i do not enjoy working 1:30-10...that is most definitly not fun! whatever, then i don't work until saturday...
...hopefully there'll be a big thunderstorm while i'm working tonight...that would be so much fun and probably prevent people from coming into the store...hahahaha...well i can dream can't i!?
yesterday was nice...went and took some photos with paige...i enjoyed that...then there was a "storm" yeah some storm...it was barely anything...it's okay at least it was something...
**i've been dying to get out and it might be the death of me...and even there is no way of knowing where to go, i promise i'm going because i've gotta get outta here. i'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake**
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[04 Jun 2005|07:52pm] |
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so, yesterday was michelle's graduation...i'm so jealous because hers
was actually good...mine sucked like a whole lot! they had their little
senior slide show (and michelle put a picture of her, me and piper in
it...that made me feel special!) and they got quotes for when they
walked across the stage...that is such a fun idea, i wish we could have
at least had the quotes...yeah okay, my graduating class is a lot
bigger but the quotes were read as they person walked across the stage
so it isn't like it would have taken any extra time...so whatever
churchill is stupid...and our school didn't even do a senior
prank...how lame...arg whatever...i had a fun time at michelles
graduation!! CONGRATULATIONS MICHELLE, I LOVE YOU!!!!! (oh yes
congrats to steve as well! and shaun too, as soon as he gets his stuff
done)
...today i worked...it was ridiculous, but works work...it was soooo
boring...like no joke i do what i need to do in about the first couple
hours and then walk around and make myself look busy...and since i'm in
the toy department there is never anything to do except straighten and
fill the shelves occasionally. i'm thinking i might just stick with
babies r us for another month because i still have a bunch of eto hours
and vacation time...so i'm gonna use that up and see how i feel
later...ehh how much worse could that place get?!?! however...if i do
get the job at pac sun then hell yes i'm gonna go there even if it is
for only a month or so........hello...discounts on fabulous clothing!!!!
on a different note...i'm in love with the band cherry monroe...i know
i say i'm in love with a new band pretty much every day but i just
cannot help it...i'm just in love with all music...it's a beautiful
thing! :O)
....ughhh lately i just DO NOT want to eat...every time i think about
food i feel like i'm gonna be sick...and i know this isn't healthy but
it's just gross...and i force myself to eat or else i'd probably pass
out...but i hope this feeling goes away because i really do like food
just not at this moment...eww...
...OH GOODNESS (i'm just jumping topics like it's nobody's
business...but oh well) i have to work on monday which means.......i'm
going to miss the new infernoII...i'm very upset about that...why must
they schedule me on the day of my favorite show?!?!?!? i guess i'll
make do and just watch it another day...stupid fools..............
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[02 Jun 2005|03:22pm] |
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so excited...the job searching has been going well...i've put in like 10 applications for anywhere i can think of that seems like a fun place to work...so yay me for finally getting off my lazy ass and doing something! :O) ...it will be such a relief to be done with babies r us and i'm not even kidding...that place puts me in a bad mood when i know i'm going to have to go there...i will no joke be the happiest person once i'm done with that place, which will be VERY soon!!!!!!!!!!!!
...i have bought three cd's in the past two days (well my dad bought me one...:O)...), but they are well worth it! bought two early november cd's and i've finally found the spill canvas cd that i've been looking for since around january...i really do love music like you wouldn't believe, it's so relaxing and can change my mood from sad to happy by simply listening to a good song. oh man i cannot wait until the summer and laura gets to come over...LAURA I MISS YOU DEAR!!!!
okay well i'm going to go to the mall to buy my mom a birthday present...bye bye!
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**breathe in deep, let it out slow**
okay so i don't know what is going to happen with the whole cedar point job thing...all i know right now is that i am going to be leaving babies r us very soon...i cannot stand it anymore...so i'm going to go apply somewhere else tomorrow...i just don't care anymore i'm done with that place...and if i get a job somewhere else and then cedar point does work out then great but i'm not going to work at bru for another month...
...if people don't like me for stupid reasons then thats their own problem i need to work on not dwelling on what they think of me...if they're my friends then they are my friends and they won't stop being my friends over the littlest of fights and i guess if that is what causes our friendship to be broken up then they weren't my real friends to begin with...it is a tough realization to have come to but it's the sad truth...i'm just at this point in my life where i need to start making decisions that will effect the rest of my life...one of them is to not be so emotional and just take things as they come and deal with them better...i just need to face it that i need to grow up and be on my own, preferably FAR away from michigan because then i won't be relying on people...
...i love all the friends i have at this moment and even if in the future we are no longer "friends" (hopefully it will never come to that though) i just want them to know that i am always here for them even if they can't say the same for me...i need to move on whether it includes them or not...hard to say but it is the truth and i just want people to know that...
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[29 May 2005|08:42pm] |
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...so this was to be expected...i've been happy for a while and i've been surprised but lately i'm just really upset and i'm just getting to my breaking point...i guess i wasn't ever really happy these past couple weeks...yeah i've been smiling but when i think about it i was having a good time but that doesn't mean that i'm happy...does this even make sense?! all i know is that i'm sick of people not giving a damn about me (excluding my family)...it's sooo upsetting to care about people yet you know that when it comes down to it they don't think too much about you and you begin to think you don't mean shit to them...ughh i guess i sound like i'm just complaining but it hurts to care about people so much and in return you get treated like you don't matter...and i don't say anything to anyone because i'm so scared of people getting angry with me...i hate conflict when it comes to my friends. i feel as though they could and would replace me at the drop of a hat and this feeling is killing me...i just don't want them to hate me...i need a good cry and i'm sure that will come tonight yay something to look forward to (sarcasm intended)...whatever i'm done with people...
--i've got a day and a reason why i should not believe in anything, anymore. what's this for? my time well spent. i've got all these memories that i cannot believe in because i don't know where i've been all these years--
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[28 May 2005|11:46pm] |
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--today was good...my aunts wedding was soo cute...good family bonding time today...i really do miss just sitting around with my cousins like the old days, playing scattegories...we did, however, get to play it yesterday night and that was a fun time...heather is the funniest at that game...her answers are absolutly ridiculous but make the game what it is...sadly this will probably be the last time for a long time before all of us get together again and that is upsetting but oh well everyone is getting older and have their own lives...i just wish that we still spent time together...but what can ya do...?!
--work tomorrow...kill me now...at least it's only a four hour shift...but then tuesday it's the infamous 1:30-10...whatever hopefully it'll be slow and i'll do nothing...
--cedar point possibly on monday...OH MAN...michelle! it's been over a week since we've been there...oh well we just really need to speak with someone there about the jobs...it is a definite must...
((word of advice...do not eat a bag of hot cheetos and drink cherry cola...yuck...i feel like i need to vomit...))
yayyyyyyyy the "my so-called life" season search is getting more hopeful! and i am so thrilled because i desperatly want that...more than anything right now...but i am not going to pay an outragous amount for 19 episodes...though i am tempted to but i just think it's not a wise decision...whatever i'll find it...i have to...alright i'm done...a pointless entry but ya gotta have them from time to time...i'm tired and i need to take a shower so i'll leave you with a mscl quote that i enjoy...
***People always say you should be yourself, like yourself is this definite thing, like a toaster, or something. Like you can know what it is, even. But every so often, I'll have like -- a moment, where being myself, and my life right where I am is, like, enough.***
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okay so i'm going through "my so-called life" withdrawls...oh how i love that show...yes it was made in 1994 and i was only like 9ish...but ya know what i remember that show and despite the fact that it was on mtv i still watched it...so i'm contemplating buying it off of ebay for around 75$...thats a small price to pay seeing as last i checked (when it was actually available in stores) it was around 100$...so twenty five off isn't too bad...OR i was hoping i could possibly download the episodes off the computer or something but i have no idea where i would get those from...so yeah i'm just going to get it off of ebay because i really need to watch that show again...yes i NEED to...it's upsetting me not being able to watch to so say what you will about how i'm crazy for spending 75$ for only 19 episodes of the show but i tell you now it is well worth it!!! :O)
...anyways...today was supposed to be another trip home (cedar point) but i have yet to hear from michelle soooo i'm guessing we're not going but it's all good because i know she had a lot going on today so yeah i know we'll be going again in the near future...so what can ya do...no biggie...i did however have the privilege of going to the dentist today...YUCK...and ha they said i had two cavities like six months ago and guess what...mysteriously one of those so-called cavities is non-existant...yeah i have one but what they heck were they thinking almost making me get two filled!??! alright i'm happy about that...
hmmm...i want a french vanilla cappucino so i think i'll go get one today... heck yesss!!!...well i'm off to go bid on the "my so-called life" season thing...:O)
:::"sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison, and the crime is how much we hate ourselves. it's good to get really dressed up once in awhile and admit the truth: that when you really look closely people are so strange and complicated that they're actually beautiful. possibly even me":::
Funniest Moment of today: so michelle and i are just randomly throwing my car keys about and guess what? they end up in the tree in front of her house...oh man that was quite funny! took us like ten minutes to get them down...but it was a comical moment nonetheless...:O)
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I really want it to thunderstorm today...i mean it already looks as though it's going to rain so why not just add a little thunder and lightning into the mix?! my stomach hurts and i want to go buy a cd because i have not bought one in like a week which is absolutly insane but probably a good thing because it was getting ridiculous buying one like each week...and it's not as though i have a ton of money with my last babies r us check...that thing was pathetic and is a disgrace of a check...but whatever...
Cedar point was enjoyable as always...i have finally been on EVERY ride there...and that is quite an accomplishment! it was michelle and shauns senior skip day and their friends seem pretty cool so that was fun. dragster was awesome and i actually kept my eyes open the whole time...it was flipping sweet! oh man michelles picture on the ride was HILLARIOUS! we were laughing so hard... i was almost in tears i was laughing so hard...whoa goodness...and the guy in front of her looked funny as well...it was just a fabulous picture...argg it's too early and i just woke up so i cannot really think so yeah i'll probably update with more things that happened at cedar point but for now i'm just blank...but know that it was a grand time...just as our trips "home" always are! :O)
Oh wow, i was so happy i was looking for someone to work for me on friday because i was supposed to work but michelle wants to go back to cedar point so of course i do as well...so anyways...i normally am not able to find anyone at all who is willing to work...but this time i found two...i was amazed and i ended up switching with montoya and now i have to work on wed. from 9:30-2:30 and i get an extra hour so woooo! HECK YES for going to cedar point on friday as well...i cannot even believe that michelle and i have not gone one week without going to cedar point...i'd say we're just a tad obsessed but i really do not care because it's such a wonderful place and MICHELLE AND I ARE JUST SO AWESOME!
Psch...i need to clean my room...it has taken me like a week...every so often i pick up something here or there and then i just get preoccupied with something i've found while cleaning...hahaha...and i better find those darn tacks and if paige stole them and i find them and they are not in my room there will be hell to pay...i spent over an hour trying to find them with no success...damn! as if this was usefull information for anyone...i do not care :O)
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:::*Oh, oh, say you'll miss me
One last time, I'll be strong
I need you, but, please
Don't get me rescued.
...Cause I'm feeling like
I might need to be rescued.
...But I'm here, alright
So please don't get me rescued*:::
...okay so i have fallen in love with a jacks mannequin song...andrew never ceases to amaze me with his beautiful voice and lyrics...oh man i cannot wait until their cd comes out!!!!!!
oh yes! i may have found (well my parents found) a new car! my mom and i are going to look at it tomorrow! it is a taurus and i have had bad experiences with those horrid cars but since this is a newer model it hopefully won't turn out to be a p.o.s...yay i cannot stand not having a car of my own... :O(
...I MISS CEDAR POINT!!! *tear*...
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ughh i hate how someones stupid away message can upset me as much as it does...it has absolutly nothing to do with me but it's just like i want to scream ...
okay moving on...so today is such a lazy day...woke up at flipping 2:00...but went to cedar point yesterday with michelle, shaun and their friend amanda...that is three times since the park opened last saturday! i adore that place and as michelle calls it our home!...so yeah i rode the wicked twister for the first time and that ride is awesome!!! and we rode millennium force...sweet!!! and i cannot wait to go back again...and i know i always say that but it's the truth...that is the best place!
...i just hope i don't get fired from horrid babies r us for calling in...stupid jeremy making things difficult...i'm not joking that jerk has something against me argg whatever...he is a fool anyways...on friday we're going to go to cp early to talk to the employment place so hopefully we'll get something worked out for that! well i'm off to eat some gummi bears...so good bye...
( ::you can breathe, but the air is running out:: )
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